Tough Time, Tough Life.
Dont know why, but lately it seems that I hardly have time to have a rest. It seems and it is, that my life now is really tight. Its really a routine now, school and work. With all the project deadline coming up, i have to stay up late till 2-3am to finish them. Sometimes its because of work, ending at 12 and reached home still have to do the homework. Was drenched in rain for the 3rd time today. It's a miracle that I've not fallen sick yet, but i believe soon i will, if i carry on like this. Its really really really hard to cope or keep up with part time work and studies, but glad to say that my results are really better that I've expected. My body are like getting weaker and weaker and reaching its limit already, I need a break, I need a holiday.
Today's work was hardly manageable. I'm outdoor IC and this is the worst. 4 person outdoor including me, 2 old birds 2 new staff, a lot of things are really difficult to say or carry out. One was still okay as she is quite new so not much comment. The other one haiz, got nothing I can do or say. She is quite old already, tuition teacher some more. Hard to ask her do things around, may seems that I dont have any respect so have to swallowed everything up and do it myself. Sometimes I prefer to do it myself than calling other people to help me. Unlike some wild boar, any small little things will ask you to help him like only he is busy and we are not. Sometimes even best just push it to you say thank you and walk away. Stop being so lazy please, you really have reached my limits already. Dont force me, really cant stand your laziness man. All you can do is act, act infront of people only, I have being swallowing things up. I dont want to create any additional trouble but dont push your luck, you have just fucking pissed me off today, so watch out yea.
Anyway work was really boring without xianglong I miss him =[ Nobody to talk cock with, nobody to share my whining, personal things, my feelings aww. Anyway goodnights everyone, including that wild boar =D
Today's work was hardly manageable. I'm outdoor IC and this is the worst. 4 person outdoor including me, 2 old birds 2 new staff, a lot of things are really difficult to say or carry out. One was still okay as she is quite new so not much comment. The other one haiz, got nothing I can do or say. She is quite old already, tuition teacher some more. Hard to ask her do things around, may seems that I dont have any respect so have to swallowed everything up and do it myself. Sometimes I prefer to do it myself than calling other people to help me. Unlike some wild boar, any small little things will ask you to help him like only he is busy and we are not. Sometimes even best just push it to you say thank you and walk away. Stop being so lazy please, you really have reached my limits already. Dont force me, really cant stand your laziness man. All you can do is act, act infront of people only, I have being swallowing things up. I dont want to create any additional trouble but dont push your luck, you have just fucking pissed me off today, so watch out yea.
Anyway work was really boring without xianglong I miss him =[ Nobody to talk cock with, nobody to share my whining, personal things, my feelings aww. Anyway goodnights everyone, including that wild boar =D
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