Yours Faithfully

Work past 2 days was super chaotic. Blackout occurs on both days where friday was more serious. It was Friday 13th and 7th month, but the customers still filled up bliss. Full house in indoor, outdoor and deck. Yesterday was drink runner and drinks came non stop until 1.00am. Super chui, do a lot of things, carry a lot of things here and there but nevertheless i'm super high all the way through. Playing and joking around with sista haha. Next week work 6 days, hoseh liao.




Wanted and supposed to go for training today, but i guess i'm just i'm just...... i also dont know why but i'm afraid of going today and some more alone. Fuck i really hate myself for this. I need more self-discipline.




I really hate myself.