Monday, December 20, 2010

Mr.Happy

Dear Mr Happy,

How i wish i can be like you, always smiling and being happy without worries or sadness. How i wish i can be just like you being happy all the time without reason, looking at a world with your angle.

But i'm sad to say that i cant. I have got too many things to worry, too many things to make me sad. I cant let go of things easily, i cant stop worry about this about that, i cant be satisfied of myself, i cant achieve what i want.......i just cant. I really hate myself for being so persistent in emotional stuff. Why cant i just be a happy-go-lucky person.

Have been thinking and reflecting, christmas is just next week and the new year is just round the corner. Thinking of what i have done and achieve this year, every moment and memories i had. It just sucks. Sucks big time.

I have changed, im not how im used to be anymore.

Yours sincerly

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