What hurts the most

Life've been busy and hectic now. I was so looking forward to attachment in the past, now i cant wait for it to end, counting down every now and down. I dont think office job suits me, i cant tank. Its making me so tired, lazy and fucked up. Have been oversleeping in the bus and missed my bus stop recently.

Anyway beside this, there is also my final year project ongoing too. We are doing some food related apps for iphone, really have to thank Christine for it too. Cause our teacher said that if we can get an endorsement from a restaurant, the proposal can straight away approve and we can start on it. And Bliss was the first thing that came to my mind and im quite confident that i can get it. So i message Christine regarding our proposal and so on and she straight away approved it, quite help but feel really grateful to her. At first i thought maybe she want to know more about our proposal that's why she was like being so serious about it, after meeting up with her then i found out that she was actually also looking at related kind of project or idea about bliss going 'live' like the applications, then she offered us the job of helping her writing out the program doing the app, a real one, she would pay us, finance us and sponsor us. Cause it was too sudden we were all o.O, we would think and discuss first before giving her a reply, it would be good experience and opportunity but the problem is whether can we make it work...

What hurts the most - rascal flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

Woken up from a dream, a dream that was so beautiful, and now i am back into this reality.

Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Blurry

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me

Dear. Blogged

To Anyone alive out there,

What's going on? What's happening out there?

I woke up to see that everything have changed.

The street is so different the people too.

Swallow up by greed and desire ignoring the truth.

Feeling devasted yet nothing i could do.

Everything was built up by lies and deception.

Beauty and filth lies within a line.

Please tell me that this is not true

Please tell me that this is all a dream

Please save me from all the torment and despair.

All i ever want is to believe, believe that dreams would come true and wish would be granted.

But all the false hope and reality have brought me back down to this world again.

Yours Sincerly