Smiling With Tears (raw)

Looking back at all the memories,
I find pain in these happiness.
Trying to pass each day,
like how i would before without you

Do you know how hard is it?
Acting like how you would be,
but knowing that you'll never be

I'm smiling with tears,
as i figured out the probability of you and me
I'm falling with fear,
knowing that how much this pain could be.
What hit me the most, hurts me the most,
is falling in love with you.