I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry for who i am, i'm sorry for how i was behaving these few weeks or months. While trying to ignore, i have fallen further. While trying to hide, i have drifted further away. While trying to be happier, i have become even sadder. Taken over by unnecessary thoughts, actions and words. Why do i take it so hard and serious.

I've lost my true feelings, i cant myself back anymore. The me who will always smile or cheered up without thinking so much. Being true to my own self and feeling, where have those days gone to.

Decided to give up, but yet i cant. So do give me some time, to change my mindset. To change how i am. A new me for a new year.